33
The year of paradox
33 was a year of paradox. I did my best to stay in my center, strengthen the space behind my heart & see just how wide my ribs could become.
I aimed for honest, even when it added a sour taste what once seemed sweet. I got over nothing but I certainly went under it, through it… I chewed on the bitterness and simmered it to reduction— purified until only the Essential remained. Sifted, separated, concentrated.
I kept the lid sealed tight. I tended my heart in secret.
Nothing was personal and I wasn’t comforted in the slightest. I didn’t turn on myself except when I did, and was graced to have love turn me towards myself. Again. And again. And again.
There’s so much to be grateful for when I stay at the center.
I’ve been more focused on living— integrating big changes, grieving, getting emotionally sober, falling in love & moving states than writing this year, but I did share a few pieces I feel quite fond of.
Read my favorite pieces of writing from 33 here and here and here.
Here’s to another trip!
In Muchness,
Madison
P.S. The Communion Retreat is in two months, and it would be a delight to have you. If you’ve been seeking a queer-friendly space to explore somatic practice, land-ritual, sacred circle & Reclaim what was always yours:
Your inherent Belonging, Dignity & Sacredness…
Then please join us!
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Hosted alongside my partner, Jayme Sweere - Yoga Therapist & Developmental Movement Practitioner
Thursday Oct 23 - Sunday Oct 26 in Jasper, AR at The Shala Wisdom & Wellness Center
What past retreat attendees say—
“I’ve had the privilege of working with Madison on and off in various ways for a few years now. From 1:1 work to groups, she consistently shows up with deep presence, crystal clear communication and a wealth of knowledge that I feel I am continually learning from. As a therapist who has worked with many different practitioners, I can honestly say that Madison is one of the most naturally skilled people I’ve encountered in being fully present and responsive to whatever arises in the moment.
I experience her approach as playful, curious and laser focused. She is an expert seer, and I’ve always felt deeply witnessed, heard and held by her. Madison’s training in alchemical alignment, somatic work, knowledge of the enneagram combined with the depth of her lived experience and ongoing personal exploration, is woven seamlessly into her work—it’s something you can really feel when you’re with her.
There aren’t many practitioners I find myself returning to again and again, but Madison is absolutely one of them and will continue to be. Words cannot express fully my appreciation for her, but I hope this scratches the surface.” — Kathryn K.
